Today's April 29 and it's his 18th birthday. It's been a long time since the last time I talked to him and I miss him very much. I greeted him earlier this morning and as I expected he didn't reply to my message, not even a single thank you. It feels sad. I think he has already forgotten me. I think he doesn't care for me anymore. If only I know what went wrong about us before... hmmmmm...
Since he didn't reply to my message, maybe that's a sign that I should give up and move on. Maybe God really wants me to let go and see other beautiful things around me.. Yeah, maybe that is it.. So now, I will try let go...