I'll be giving up... I feel like I've already spent a big part of my time waiting... I showed my love, care and support but nothing good happened... I tried to be patient... I tried to wait... but I realize, how long am I going to wait- for nothing? I'm getting tired...
He knows that I love him... He knows that I care for him... But, is he aware that I'm hurting? He can't hear my cry... He can't feel my pain... only because, he doesn't care... I asked myself, "Why are you still waiting?"... The answer? I'm not sure... Is it because I still feel like it's not yet the end of our story? I don't know... I really don't know...
I've read articles, poems and quotations about fighting for love, about holding on... but I've also read writings about giving up and letting go... the latter struck me the most... Has the time come for me to let go? for me to give up waiting?
Earlier today, I've read a blog post about letting go... I looked back, I became aware that he hasn't showed any act of love nor concern to me in the past three months of waiting... not even as a friend.. I was neglected...
He knows that I love him... He knows that I care for him... But, is he aware that I'm hurting? He can't hear my cry... He can't feel my pain... only because, he doesn't care... I asked myself, "Why are you still waiting?"... The answer? I'm not sure... Is it because I still feel like it's not yet the end of our story? I don't know... I really don't know...
I've read articles, poems and quotations about fighting for love, about holding on... but I've also read writings about giving up and letting go... the latter struck me the most... Has the time come for me to let go? for me to give up waiting?
Earlier today, I've read a blog post about letting go... I looked back, I became aware that he hasn't showed any act of love nor concern to me in the past three months of waiting... not even as a friend.. I was neglected...
And now I think it's time to conclude it... I give up... I'm done... And I'm setting myself free...