He kissed me!

He kissed me..... in my dreams... hehe.. Yeah, napanaginipan ko nanaman siya (mr. c)... I can barely remember some of the details. Ang naaalala ko lang ay yung nakasakay kami sa jeep with some friends... I was wearing a very cute green floral dress (ang cute ng dress.. promise!)^^,) tapos bumaba kami sa may U.N... Naglalakad kami, tapos naka-akbay pa siya sa akin... At ayun, he kissed me IN MY LIPS!!! I won't go into details na ha... kasi... wala lang.. hehe.. basta wag na yung details ng kissing scene (???).. hehe.. Grabe talaga... He's been haunting me in my dreams!!! May ibig sabihin kaya yun? o baka kasi iniisip ko lang siya kaya ko siya napapanaginipan??? Either way, ayoko na siyang mapanaginipan... Goshness!!! Or at least kahit makita ko lang siya sa dreams ko... wag na yung may halik pa... nakaw naman!!! hehe.. Nagmu-move on na nga eh.. tsk! tsk! haha..

Kung makikita ko siya sa dreams ko, e sana yung matino naman. hehe.. Actually, sa panaginip ko na lang naaalala yung mukha niya kasi malapit ko ng makalimutan yung face niya.. swear!!! parang di ko na matandaan yung face niya talaga.. haha.. ewan ko ba.. ayoko naman tignan yung picture niya noh! ayoko rin naman siya makita.. Saka na lang siguro pagnakapag-move on na talaga ako.. (pag may lalaki na ulit.. haha.. joke lang!) haay naku! Pero one thing's for sure... I want him to be a better man.. I mean, I want him to change.. Kasi he has some qualities na, you know, hindi kagandahan... Hindi ko na sasabihin kung anu-ano yun... But I'm pretty sure na he is a good man... I can feel it... Though I want to be the one to change him, I can't because he won't let me (enough said)... He just won't let me.. We're not friends.. We're just acquaintances... So I'm hoping na he will have true friends who will change him for the better... =) Kasi, all I can do is to pray for him... =)


O siya sige, baka maging lalong madrama pa 'to... hehe.. ^^,)