My New Babies!

my birthday gifts.... love them!!!

Emo-emo-han

Ayan... napag-tripan kaming dalawa ni Gigs... I thought shadows lang yung pi-picturan, pati pala kami kasali... Anyway, these pictures were taken after ng debut ni Nadz... =)

Change

Change... A very simple word but has a deep impact on one's life...
We all know that things change... and people change...
Sometimes it can go wrong but for most of the situations it is done for the better...

Oftentimes, I thought of changing myself... Improving myself... Focusing more on my studies... being more committed to serving others... and LEAVING THE PAST BEHIND...

I really think that I can do those things except leaving the past behind... the past that has been always there pulling me backwards... making me sad and somehow hurting me...

I had promised to myself many times that I will forget them but nothing happened... It haunts me... It tempts me... It attracts me... until I can't escape anymore... and then I'll be hurt again...

The scenarios are just the same... but I fall over and over again...

I want to leave the past behind... I want to change...

I need to leave the past behind... I need to change...


I don't want to hurt myself anymore...
There are other things and concerns around me.. things that are more important than being attached to the past...

Forget them... forget them... forget them...
You are not the same anymore... They don't know you anymore...

Change.. Change.. Change..

All I have to do is to say goodbye... Cut the communication... Live my life as if they never existed... as if those memories never happened...

then (I hope) I'll be fine...