50th Birthday

We attended my aunt's 50th birthday yesterday! =) The foods were delicious!

Here are photos of, errhm, myself... =)






Nasa dorm ako ngayon, killing time. Mamayang 1 pm I'll have my medical na. Finally! =D

I Want!

"I want to enjoy my youth as long as I can. I want to experience things before I run out of time. Time flies so fast. I don't want to have any regrets in the future."



and...





"I want a shopping buddy!" =D

Looklet and Thoughts

These are some of the looks I made. =)









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Yesterday, I bought this black lace top and brown belt... I can't wait to wear them; probably on Tuesday or Wednesday during our enrolment. =)





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Another school again... Oh my! I hope I'll be able to withstand school stress again.

I felt quite sad because I should be graduating but because I transferred to UP and I failed a pharmacy subject, I am now delayed by two years. It sucks but I don't have any other choice. And besides, I'm pretty sure that I'll have a good life in the future... I'll just smile and think of the good stuffs... =)

Smile

Here are the pictures from yesterday. I'm sorry for my face... Haha! =)
I wasn't able to go back for my medical; nakakatamad kasi, maybe on Monday... =)




from Tomato
from Rob Department Store
from Girlshoppe



I really really want to buy the flats I saw at the department store but I have to buy school stuffs first. I guess I'll just wait... hmmmmm...

God bless everyone.
Enjoy the rest of the day!

Vampire Academy Series Quotes 2

SHADOW KISS

"What's going on?" I asked when he finished.
"I'll let you know soon. For now, we have to wait."
"Great. My favorite thing to do."
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"You will lose what you value most, so treasure it while you
can." -Rhonda
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"The wheel is turning, always turning." -Rhonda
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"Of course. I'm not leaving you alone on this, no matter what. You know I'd never abandon you." -Dimitri
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"Everyone has to move on sometime."- Lissa
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I loved him so much that it hurt.
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"I love you, Roza." He kissed me again. "I'll always be here for you. I'm not going
to let anything happen to you." -Dimitri
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When we finally broke apart, he still kept me close to him. "I don't think what we
did was wrong," he said softly. "I'm glad we did it. If we could go back in time, I'd do it again." -Dimitri
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"Wait. You think I'm going to die? That's why you slept with me?"- Rose
"No, no, of course not. I did what I did because … believe me, it wasn't because of that. Regardless of the specifics—or if it's even true—she was right about how easily things can change. We try to do what's right, or rather, what others say is right. But sometimes, when that goes against who we are…you have to choose. Even before the Strigoi attack, as I watched all the problems you were struggling with, I realized how much you meant to me. It changed everything. I was worried about you—so, so worried. You have no idea. And it became useless to try to act like I could ever put any Moroi life above yours. It's not going to happen, no matter how wrong others say it is. And so I decided that's something I have to deal with. Once I made that decision … there was nothing to hold us back." -Dimitri

"I did it because I love you," I said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. And really, it was. He laughed. "You can sum up in one sentence what it takes me a whole speech to get out."
"Because it's that simple. I love you, and I don't want to keep pretending like I
don't."
"I don't either." His hand dropped from my face and found my hand. Fingers
entwined, we began walking again. "I don't want any more lies."


There you go. I'm really addicted. =) Book 6 will be out December... I can't wait!!! =)


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I went to Manila earlier this morning to have my chest X-ray. While waiting for the result, I went to Robinson's Place to window-shop, and yes of course, to shop. =) I bought a white vest, denim shorts and a brown belt... =)

Tomorrow I'll be back for my medical (PGH). And I hope my mama will give me money so I can buy sandals... =) I saw a cute one at the department store... =)

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God bless guys... =)

Lunch!

This is a very very late post.
lunch at my aunt's place... =)





nonsense... I know. =)
Have a sweet day everyone!


"I do not need expensive clothes to look good."

Vampire Academy Series Quotes 1

Here are my favorites:

VAMPIRE ACADEMY
Feeling his eyes on me like that made something flutter inside of me—which
was stupid, of course. I had no reason to get all goofy, just because the man was too good-looking for his own good.

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"No. If I let myself love you, I won't throw myself in front of her. I'll throw myself in front of you.”- Dimitri Belikov


FROSTBITE
Those two were so in love and sugary sweet with each other that I felt like brushing my teeth after being around them.

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"What are you, twelve?"- Rose Hathaway

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There's nothing worse than waiting and not knowing what'll happen to you.

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That's all for now, next time na lang yung sa Shadow Kiss, Blood Promise and Spirit Bound =D

Realization


I don’t mind pain. I don’t mind getting hurt or being stressed out because this is life. Yes, everyone wants to be happy, to be worry-free, but we cannot avoid challenges. I don’t mind horrible things happening to me because life, for me, is facing those things no matter what the outcomes are. Life is about having God and experiencing His comfort and love. Everything happens for a reason- His perfect reason. And everything happens and will happen in God’s perfect time. I don’t mind pain. I don’t mind getting hurt or being stressed out because life is all about God.

God bless you guys... =)

Shopping List

What do I have to buy for next sem? Hmmmmmmmm... Let's see:

School supplies:
- sci. calculator, since natapunan ng potassium chromate yung dati kong calculator
- notebooks, don't know yet how many
- pens
- post-its
- yellow pad

Other stuffs:
- t-shirts, lots of them probably light-colored (for Wednesday laboratory classes)
- denim shorts
- black blazer, this is a must-have!!!
- black slacks, also a must-have
- flats, i want red and white

- pail, yes a pail, for my dorm


I think, that's all for now... =)

Boom!

I just found out na bumagsak ako sa Ph Ch 121 (Inorganic Pharmaceutical Chemistry)... hoookkaayy... I feel sad, of course... Sino ba naman ang gustong bumagsak di ba?... But I know na magiging ok din ako, somehow... Hey! Normal ang magkaroon ng 5 sa UP lalo na't BS Pharmacy ang course ko...

First "singko" ko 'to, hopefully last na rin... =(

Anyway, I know naman na God has a better plan for me... At least I'll be able to take more GE subjects para in time, hindi sila magiging sagabal sa majors ko... I'm a transferee kasi so irregular student na talaga ako...

Ayun, I should not be worried that much kasi Ph Ch 121 will be offered next sem. I'll still be one year delayed but at least MEDYO fresh pa yung mga lessons sa'kin and hindi ko makakasabay yung mga younger students...

Okay Aizel, maganda ang plano mo para sa sarili mo pero mas maganda at more reasonable ang plans ni God for you... Smile na... =) Hindi ka papabayaan ni God, promise... =)

I think I need to shop, pampatanggal ng stress...

The Last Song


Last Sunday, my good friend, Ghem, and I went to see The Last Song. She also let me borrow the book which I read after the movie...

The movie was good until I read the book. In the movie, I was a little confused about the main focus of the story. I didn’t know if it was between Ronnie and Steve (her father) or if it’s between Ronnie and Will. Upon reading the book, I found out that it is more of a Ronnie and Steve. The book emphasized the powerful daughter and father relationship. It showed how despite of everything painful that happened, love can still overpower things. It showed how important family is and how supporting and forgiving a parent can be despite having a “rebel” kid. Love is really everything. I got teary-eyed when Steve was already dying. It must be hard to see your dad dying and you feel helpless. =( The book made me cry, the last few chapters made me cry...


There were a lot of edits in the movie, some I think are inappropriate. I also think that the movie was more of a Ronnie and Will love story but I think it’s quite fine. I find Ronnie and Will funny. They are not the cheesy kind of couple and they did a lot of fun things...(especially in the book!!!) And also, not that I’m a Miley Cyrus hater, but I do not like the way she portrayed Ronnie. I wish it was someone else...


There are other things I want to compare but my thoughts are not organize. As you can see (or read)... Anyway, the book is much much better. And Nicholas Sparks did a great job, again! =)

Here are my favorite quotes from the book:

"Mom says it's because she has PMS."
Steve almost choked but composed himself quickly.
"Do you even know what that means?"
Jonah pushed his glasses up. "I'm not a kid anymore. It means pissed-at-men syndrome."
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"Sucks being you," she said.
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"It was the beginning of something, too."
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"If he weren't so damn cute, none of this would have happened."
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"You're not who I thought you were! I thought you were better than this!"- Ronnie
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"Go! You're leaving anyway, and we're never going to see each other again. Summers always come to an end. We can talk and pretend all we want, but we can 't change that, so let's just end it here and now. I can't handle all this right now, and I can't be with someone I don't trust."- Ronnie
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-Steve-
"Life, he realized, was much like a song.
In the beginning there is mystery, in the end there is confirmation, but it's in the middle where all the emotion resides to make the whole thing worth while."
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"God was (is) love in its purest form."

Enjoy the rest of the day! =)
God bless you...

Lovely!

I didn't get to see the smiley face that was formed by the Moon, Jupiter and Venus... But I saw this...





Sayang I missed the smiley face, but it's ok... It's still beautiful kahit nawala na yung Jupiter... =) I hope this will bring me good luck... =)

God bless guys...

Movies

-watched Nightmare on Elm Street yesterday with my high school friends...
-good movie...
-umpisa pa lang nakakagulat na...
-madaming twist... unpredictable...


-watched The Last Song with Ghem earlier this afternoon...
-not a fan of Miley Cyrus but a fan of Nicholas Sparks
-nice movie
-haven't read the book but I will later... =)

Shopped!

We had an exam earlier this morning (Inorganic Pharmaceutical Chemistry); and yeah, nahirapan ako ng bonggang bongga. I was able to answer a lot of questions naman but the thing is madami din akong hindi alam and hindi nasagutan. Oh boy! After the exam, I was like o_O ... Anyway, I am not sure kung papasa ako but I do pray na sana nga pumasa ako... Will you please pray for me too? Please please... I know a prayer can do a lot...

- So yun, while I was eating my lunch, nakatunganga pa rin ako. Talking to God silently na sana ipasa niya ako... =( Oh well...


-Since I was depressed, I decided na lang to buy something for myself. =) Sale sa Rob-Manila so naglakad-lakad muna ako... window shopped... until alam ko na kung ano ang bibilin ko... Ang dami kong gustong bilin but since kuripot ako in my own way I have to control myself...


I bought a Charles and Keith quilted chain bag for Php 1,799. Hindi ata siya sale. I was supposed to buy an Aldo quilted chain bag kaso color red and wala ng ibang stock. Yung sa CMG naman, I do not like the material. Yung sa Mango, the strap is too long for me, e hindi naman ako biniyayaan ng height... =)




I also bought a striped tee from People are People for only Php 599. I saw a grey tights with zippers at the bottom for Php 899; simple but cute. Pinalagpas ko na lang siya but I swear, bibilin ko ‘yun pagbalik ko... =)



Other things I want to buy:
-Black blazer (a must-have)
-shoes from Topshop (Php 1000+, I need to save money)
-White simple vest from Tomato
-Khaki or brown bag from Mango
-Denim shorts (another must-have)


Oh the joy I’m feeling whenever I see beautiful clothes, accessories and shoes!!!

For One More Day Quotes

"But ask yourself this: Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back."- Charles

"When you want to die, you are spared. Who can explain that?"- Charles

"Things can be fixed..."

"... but even if girls find you handsome, that is not a license to be mean. Be nice."

"Going back to something is harder than you think. "

=D

Iron Man 2


watched Iron Man 2 yesterday with Joanne and Daryl. I was supposed to study for my exam but I ended up wasting the entire day... No sorry, I did not waste it. I had fun and I guess it's just okay to unwind before engaging myself to studying and late night stress.. =) Am i right? or am I right? =)

We were supposed to watch Here Comes the Bride, pero hindi pa pala siya showing so we ended up watching Iron Man 2. The movie is okay. And I think it is not as "bitin" as the first one. Medyo nakulangan pa rin ako in terms of action, but the effects and the injected humor are okay... =)




Other movies I want to watch:
-Here Comes the Bride
-The Last Song
-Prince of Persia

=D

Oops Moment at Buendia

bonggang bonggang kahihiyan kahapon sa Buendia... as I stepped out of the bus, biglang nasira yung slippers ko!!! buti na lang yung isang tindero, nagtatahi ng mga tsinelas... or else, I'll be walking ng naka-paa (to our dorm)... super nkakahiya... ang dami pa nmang tao...

Alam mo yung poise na poise ka sa paglalakad even though i was carrying 3 big bags, and then poof! There goes my slippers... Super nakakahiya...

May 10 Election

I voted already... Yey! I did not have a hard time earlier this morning. We (my mama, our kasambahay and I) arrived at our respective precincts at around 7 in the morning. So yeah, we were one of the early birds so the line wasn't long... It was a great experience. Though I know that the voting system is too slow and it is really really hot, I do hope that people will still vote. As a citizen of the Philippines, it is one of our major rights that should be exercised. One vote means a lot. And this is for our country. Vote wisely! =D




Argyria!


God bless everyone!

balik- Manila later... And I'll be battling the heat!!! Argh!!!

Another Random Post

Hello everyone! Happy Mother's Day to all the super moms out there. And to my mama, I love you very much! =D Thank you for everything... =) I LOVE YOU!!! =)


what i wore earlier in the church =)

The service was all about this coming May 10 election and choosing the right candidates who will rightfully serve us in the name of our Lord... I am really hoping for a successful and peaceful election. And may everyone cast a very wise and guided vote... =)


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A NOTE TO MYSELF:

Sometimes you just have to let the person go. No matter how much you are hurting, if it's for the better, you just have to do it... You never know, someone better may come your way. So put on the courage to say goodbye... Do not be afraid of the pain, because in every tears that you will shed comes happiness you will be truly grateful for... Smile. SAY GOODBYE. WALK. And NEVER look back...


I wish I'll be able to do it this time... =)

I Remember



I love this song...

Will This Be the Last?

This loneliness is really getting me. Bakit ganon? It's been more than two years pero I still feel something for him. Hindi tama 'yun. I feel stupid! I should've move on already... =( Hindi naman siya ang ideal guy ko... He's very far from being my ideal guy pero bakit ganito pa rin yung nararamdaman ko?... Aaaah! If only I have the courage to just cut all our communications... Pero sa t'wing nagdedecide ako na hindi ko na siya ite-text, ayun, I still text him 'pag nagtext na siya... Waaah! Hindi talaga tama yung nararamdman ko. There's no way na magiging tama 'to...

I told my friends na naka-move on na 'ko. Totoo naman in some way, pero in a more deeper sense, andun pa rin yung pananabik ko sa kanya. 'Pag nangangarap ako, kasama pa rin siya. And no matter how hard I try to make a faceless man in my mind, siya pa rin ang nag-a-appear... I'm so hopeless! =(

Hindi kaya dahil 'to sa wala pa 'kong new guy? Someone na mapagbabalingan ko ng attention ko? But then kung attention lang din naman ang pag-uusapan, I have my "pharmacy student life" to (supposedly) distract me from all this "him" loneliness syndrome...

This has to end... (big sigh)


> I wrote this last night... And kanina, I saw his status in facebook. He's in a relationship... Akala ko ok lang sa 'kin na may bago siya (hello! two years na!) pero kahit papaano, the pain is still there... masakit pa rin tulad ng dati...

Oh well...

Summer Randomness


April 27, 2010- lunch (at KXP), movie (watched Kick Ass) and dinner (at Joey Pepperoni's) with joanne, tao and daph...



joanne and tao... =)


vote wisely!

went to DTI earlier this morning then to the Kawit fire department for the fire clearance... It was very very hot...


white top from Penshoppe =)


scattered thoughts, sorry!!!

Have a nice day everyone!!! =D